RAHHH I FUCKING PULLED HER WITH A SINGLE PULL RANDOMLY WHILE TALKING TO MY MOM ON THE PHONE RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Y'all I met someone off an app that's like 40 mins away from where I live AND OMFG SHES AMAZINGGGG, me and her talk all the time and she's cool as fuck, though sadly she's busy all the time but it's alright, when she texts me I feel so safe and warm and fuzzy inside, she makes me happy and from what I know I make her really happy too, JUST DKSNSOSNEIWOSNSOSO SHE'S SO COOOOOL

Listen I wasn't gonna come here and talk Abt this shit cause I tried keeping it between me and my friends but since I'm being accused of a groomer here it is. I met pico last November off space hey and we spoke very rarely. A few weeks later I started speaking to her more cause I thought she was cute, where she then admitted to me she liked me the whole time ever since we met. Now while we spoke I hadn't asked her age cause I thought previously I had already asked but I didn't, I was 15 when I met pico, I thought she was also 15, but I was mistaken. She was 13. Now with my birthday coming up It was a little iffy if I wanted to chill w it or not, but because I didnt want her to be alone and it was my fault for not asking age. Sadly the coping mechanism to overcome said issues was some weird fucked up age gap kink stuff I deeply regret every diving into (the whole time I felt gross, yes pico if you're reading this even when I said I was fine with it, I knew deep down inside it was wrong.) Now while me and pico were talking, I'd get really jealous at everything, even if she hung out w friends or just got to do stuff i didn't, I'd usually get upset or be pissed and just really be a bitch. She never really showed signs of anger or discomfort with the fact I was so jealous so I thought nothing of it, as a matter of fact, she really didn't explain her emotions alot, I mean there were times where she did but I was mostly hit with "idk" when I asked her questions to try and help her while she was upset. Now back to what I was saying, time had passed and it was February 23rd I believe, where I then asked her out to be my girlfriend, she said yes obviously and we began online dating. I had mentioned to her prior before dating I had a porn addiction since a young age but she didn't show signs of discomfort either, that and sexting people but that part doesn't matter since I never sexted anyone (most I did was talk Abt balls cause I thought it was funny). Now as time continues it's kind of just a rocky road in the relationship, bumps and dips n shit, then sometimes in early April late March our relationship goes down hill after she has a school trip in which every day me and her argued cause I was extremely jealous. A few weeks after she got back from said trip she indirectly told me she wanted to breakup with me, I was confused as to why since I always made sure to check up on not only her but how she felt about the relationship. She said her main reason was my jealousy, the same jealousy she never told me was an issue to begin with, maybe once but i had forgotten. I then begged her to stay blah blah blah and we decided we needed a break. Well we got a day or 2 into the break where me and her then started speaking again, this time it felt normal, though there was obviously some issues pico had. I tried comforting her on said issues but I couldn't given I was hit with "idk" over and over again as usual. Now fast forward until like a week or 2 ago, I wake up to a message from pico stating she had gone to the hospital, I didn't think much of it until last week, I was hit with a message when I woke up stating she wasn't born in 2010, she was born in 2011. I was confused as to what that meant until it hit me, she was 12 and not 13. I had thought this whole time I knew her that she was 13 turning 14, but she was 12 turning 13. I tried using that same age gap bullshit to make it normal in my head but I just couldn't, which I then broke up with her fully. Me and her after this still had contact but I was pissed at her for lying, she told me she didn't, because "her and her brother used to pretend like they were a year older" or smth like that, (which is completely bull shit, how does someone forget they're becoming a fucking teenager?!) which I then considered what she said as lying. As for the friend stuff, if I'm correct, the 2 friend's she's talking Abt is Neo and her old online boy bsf Reggie. Sometimes in December, Reggie was outed as being a terrible person and making others feel bad about their bodies (and beating his mom??? Idk if that's true I'm not saying it is but I heard it somewhere) with screenshots provided from a user I won't mention (they were sent to pico). I urged pico not to speak to him because he seemed like a shitty person and I was salty cause it was a boy bsf where he then later admitted he wanted to be more than friends w pico (probably under the impression she was 13). And as for Neo, well, I just told neo how I felt lied too the whole relationship and Neo took it upon herself to leave. In no way did I force any of these people to leave her or did any of this on purpose to ruin her life. - Br3a6

I STARTED WATCHING DANGANRONPA AGAIN AND I FORGOT HOW FUCKING MUCH I LOVE THE GAMES OMDDDDDD I LOVE HOW EVERYONE GOT THEY OWN PROFESSION AND HOW IT LOWKEY TIES INTO MURDERS AND EVIDENCE CASES LIKE KAZUICHI FIXIN ELEVATORS N SHIT I LOVE THE GAMES SO MUCH

Yall I moved on from Tower Defenses and now I'm playing Stardew Valley for the first time in like...a year RAHHHH

Yall I think I'm slowly losing my fucking mind, everything seems to get more and more hectic in my brain lolz

Yall I've been playin so many tower defense games on Roblox ITS GENUINELY INSANE BRUH I HAVE LIKE 240 HOURS IN JUST ONE GAME. THAT'S NOT EVEN COUNTING THE OTHER GAMES IVE PLAYED AND HOW MANY HOURS IN TOTAL THAT IS. If it wasn't obvious I'm a huge fucking tower defense nerd <3

Personal Tower defense ranking (Roblox)

1) Tower Heroes

2) TDX (currently on hiatus)

3) Tower Defense Simulator (currently playing)

4) Anime Last Stand

5) Anime Adventures (RIP)

6) Arena Tower Defense

7) All Star Tower Defense

8) Anime World Tower Defense

KEEP IN MIND THIS IS MY RANKING AT THE MOMENT!!! THIS COULD CHANGE LATER.

BRO I DONE JUST BLEW UP THE FUCKIN TOILET NONE OF THAT SHIT WAS LIKE EVEN SOLID BRO IT JUST FLEW OUT :SOB: I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED I JUST FELT MY TUMMY RUMBLE AND THEN BOOM

DONT EVER GIVE UP, IF YOU FALL DOWN YOU CAN GET BACK UP AGAIN AND AGAIN MFS, EVEN IF IT'S JUST A TINY OUNCE OF DETERMINATION OR EVEN PERSEVERANCE...THAT TINY ASS FLAME IN YOUR SOUL CAN IGNITE SOMETHING MUCH BIGGER. SO WHY STAY DOWN WHEN YOU CAN GET RIGHT BACK UP ON YOUR OWN 2 FEET? YOU GOT THIS RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm debating on whether or not to post random pixel art I might make in the future! I've already started on a piece so